LOL so i'm in this really annoying reformatory high school.. not because I'm stupid.. because i use to skip with my friends all the time. But I'm going to St. Joes or RCI next semester.. finally out of reformatory since I've been doing so good and i want to be able to wear and look nice in, really pretty clothing, like aero postal sweaters and dressy kind of things.
So i need to lose at least 30 more pounds before the beginning of next semester.. i really hope i can do it... like i;m so pathetic.. I've only lost 15 pounds since the beginning of summer.. like what the fuck is wrong with meeeee ?! oh well... it doesn't matter how slow i go as long as i don't stop..
but really now is the time when it does matter... because i have about 72 days until next semester... and i know I'm going to screw up at least 6 of them .. aaaah .. i can do this!! sorry for ranting there is just sooo much on my mind.
Like yesterday .. in class i had to go in the back room because i was so upset with gaining a pound.. i just completely broke down all day.. i didn't stop feeling sorry for myself until this morning when i weighed in and lost 3 pounds since yesterday. probably a pound of water weight tho..
Again, sorry for ranting there is just so much on my mind and this seems like the perfect place to be able to get it all off my plate.
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