Oh god!

Sorry i havn't been on in the past 2 days .. uggg i fucked up.. I'm at my dads and last night i got reallllly stoned and ended up munching out obviously.. the day before too but not as bad as yesterday .. like the day before i gained nothing but didn't lose anything. and I'm not able to calculate what my weight is now because my dad doesn't have an accurate scale but it's probably NOT good. i ate over 2000 calories..
oh god,i was so stoned i don't remember what all i ate, and what time i went to bed.
Anyway at least it was the last little bit of weed i had.. well 5 grams.. i smoked it all so now i have none so there is NO chance of me fucking the rest of this week up lol.
ugg i just wish i could smoke weed and not get the munchies kinda thing.. because i CANNOT control them.. obviously lol.
Anyway it's better than last week when i gained five pounds, i probably only gained two.. which still isn't good at all and I'm completely disgusted with myself.. but I'll start over again today and work harder to get to my goal (: 
So far today i have had 150 calories (a bowl of homemade soup).

Anyway sorry for ranting again lol .. been a pretty shitty week aha this week will be better (:

<-- what i looked like yesterday (not actually me)